There's something urging me to blog again.
I know i just have to and, ya it's all about life! :D
Yesterday isn't a good day.
Today ain't any better, either. ):
I have to face the music sooner or later.
Guess what?
I'm facing it right now.
Playing around, having lots of laughter doesn't mean i'm happy at all.
It's just a kind of running-away-from-reality act.
Life sucks! :P
I'm not qualified to say this but that's what my mind is singing to me.
All i do is eat, sleep and play.
Don't you think i'm no different from any useless bums out there?
I've not been to school from last thursday.
And i don't intend to, for the rest of the days!
I went to andy house with zhuolun yesterday.
Watching some stupid mr bean cartoon show and all his nonsense.
Thinking of studying, yet feeling hungry.
Thus, ntuc is our next destination. :D
Pushing the trolley and just dumping any food we like is what we have done.
Those products we get are rather exaggerating.
As we are bringing it to the library! x;
I've got a one litre chocolate milk on hand, a box of ice cream cone and some random tidbits.
They are having a can of tuna and potato chips?
oh ya, cereals too. LOL
As predicted, picnic in the library! :D
And for no particular reasons, they are heading to my house!
Did nothing but erm, some problems occured.
I'm sure they can tell that i don't look myself. ):
We went to slack around nearby.
Singing those looking-back-into-the-past songs.
Luckily i managed to hold back my tears if not it's gonna be super embarassing!
I didn't mean to say all those nonsense to you.
It's not that i'm petty or what.
Maybe i did it for your own good or you can say that i'm selfish.
I don't want you to feel worse den i do.
It's because i know that you may just result in hating me.
And i'm really glad having you as my darling. :D
The two days we went out is gonna be the best memories of us having fun together.
Thank you!
And i apologise for all the shit i've given you.
Right now, i'm having all the troubles at one go.
I don't think i can tolerate them any further.
My dad is the worse case scenario and he's making me feeling so senseless.
Running away from home - is now the only think i thought of doing.
I even packed my bag.
I've got all the things needed to leave this place.
Actually what he said today is even worse.
I should listen to him as he's my dad right?
I am allowed to leave house any when i want.
And i'm told that it's better that i don't go back home. :D
I can go school whenever i feel like and he's not gonna bother.
Oh ya, i shouldn't even remember i have a dad.
I don't have a dad and he don't have a daughter.
That's what he said.
He's giving me such a hard time just because of a bloody phone.
I'm feeling so miserable. ):
What i did was banging the door and getting out of his sight.
Heading straight to jurong east swimming complex.
Went to swim for around six to seven hours.
Playing with the float, suntanning and oh god, they saw me with just a bra? LOL
Received a terrible sunburn and i really look like a bangala now.
Okay, no racist remarks but i'm really black.
Or should i say damn red! T.T
hey, zhuolun and andy got a sunburn just like me!
It's late and all of us are tired.
We head back home. :D
Quarrelled with dad again.
Nevermind i don't feel like talking about it.
He's pissing me off.
Karen, where in the world are you?
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