Sunday, February 11, 2007
wednesday and thursday.tired..did nothing (:friday :DHAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAOAI DIDI :Ddidn`t attend lessons.went to pon wif titus =/im too tired.later on when to bunk.meet my baobei milo on the way (:no one else there except cassy darling.underage.cannot play ._.rule changed.waited for more ppl to come.and saw many people, regulars and not.milo, cassy, tempted, drax, skeet, xian, icy, qiqi, imod, ozzy, fangs, milktea, darren, xiaoai, rave, candybar, xrhapsody, browy, devils, touran, evilz, soulpets, babylicious, chewchew, babyxuan, elvis, ck, lex, kuro, silent, kenshin, ash, chutima, renwoaoyou, etc.hugged lots of ppl.received many kisses :xhave lots and lots of fun ^^got bullied T.Tnah, i always do.went home wif browy, drax, xiaoai, xrhapsody.BROWY KISSED DRAX.conference.slept half way through :x once again,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XIAOAI DIDI.and i love my nehnehs.saturday (:bunking day.went wif drax and xiaoai to bunk.meet milo there ^^alot of ppl.xiaoai, rave, milo, milktea, drax, cassy, xian, fangs, candybar, boreesome, touran, evilz, xiaoprince, leleahger, darren, constantine, ahbing, elvis, devils, kuro, skeet, xrhapsody, shuling, qiqi, slayerofdance, silent, kenshin, lex, browy, soulpets, ck, mochi, phantom, ash, chutima, xiang, puipuipui, zeadrea, hotart, dreamyfairy, renwoaoyou, matt, balfrix, diana, ohmyhomies, opti, etcmore hugs :Dwent shopping as usual.hotart give out handmade flowers (:milktea baby bought chocos for me ^^maple event ended.played awhile in bunk xDlater on.they bully me ):went to milo`s relative house wif mochi kor.damn paiseh =/makaned and daidi.milo nehneh slept like a pig ._.1+ pei kor walked to his house.baobei also ^^he`s tired but acting strong (:kor went home and come down again.milo`s parents called.he have to go home le ):will miss you baobei.kor pei me until near 5am =/xiexie ni kor.you are the best!love you so much (:went home, sleep.i`m dead~14 feb 07.valentine`s day is arriving in 3 days time.i dunno what will happen, then.confuse on what i am supposed to do.i just keeps thinking of you.the past flashed through my mind.the beautiful times and the times when life seems so wrong.you mean a lot to me, but what am i to you?i really dunno about it now.i wish i could carry your smile in my heart, the times when life seems so right.it will make me believe, what tomorrow could bring.but today doesn`t seems so right, really low.realising, it`s just a wish.i ask for forgiveness every now and then, to think that there will always be one for me.i selfishly think about myself before you.i didn`t treasure you~this outcome came to a conclusion.we are not like before, anymore.the past tasted like sugar, the present taste so bitter.it seems like this will go on.there`s only me i could blame.i`ve tried to turn this into a new beginning, and i`m still struggling.i miss you so badly.i love you so much, really.i want you to come back and carry me away from this long, lonely night.i`m reaching for you, are you feeling it too?does this feeling seems so right?and what would you say?if i call on you now, saying that i can`t hold on?there`s no easy way, it gets harder each day.please help me, i can`t go on.i`m sorry, i love you.tell me the truth, eventhough it`s hurtful.can i know what are you thinking of?i want you to be happy (:HAPPY VALENTINE`S DAY BUDDYS! :D
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